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About that whole Fake Geek Girl thing…

17 Dec

Alright, because I so infrequently blog about actual things rather than just my own life, here’s something of substance.

Here’s a situation in which, I have to admit, I was totally wrong.

Remember this image?

 

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It sparked thousands of reposts, reblogs, re-whatever-they-call-it-on-your-preferred-social-media-site, mostly of people making fun of the subject, by imitating her “sexy” face to an exaggerated effect, and eating various consoles, controllers, and games. And the first time I saw each of these spoofs, I laughed. (I mean, not out loud – my literally Out Loud laugh is something that can’t be predicted, even by me, but usually crops up upon seeing game glitches and images like this. But anyway.)

I laughed because, upon seeing the image for the first time, I’ll admit. I made several snap judgments – she’s not a gamer! She just wants attention! She probably borrowed that controller from her brother and doesn’t even know how to use it, nor what an Xbox is! Turns out, all of those assumptions are false. But what’s even worse, is that I instantly judged her not only for “not being a real gamer,” but for the intent behind the photo.

I assumed she was a Fake Geek Girl.

I’m pretty ashamed of myself right now, to be honest – I assumed this girl (Courtney, as it turns out) took this picture for attention. Look at me, boys! I’m a hot girl with a game controller! Silly boys, don’t hit on me! But the article I linked above (here it is again in case you overlooked it: http://nerdcaliber.com/do-you-judge-a-gamer-by-their-picture/) explained that she took it as a joke for her PS3-loving boyfriend, saying that she loved her Xbox more than she loved him.

But above all, what I realized is how shockingly easy it is to make those snap judgments. Having dealt with my fair share of “you just want attention,” “you don’t REALLY play games,” etc., I thought I’d never fall into that trap. I thought I could TELL who was legitimate and who wasn’t – but it turns out, when you take all context away from a picture, all you’re left with is different interpretations of it.

You know what? I can now SORT OF see where all those raging misogynists get there ideas about fake geek girls. I mean, I didn’t take it so far as to go on tirades about fake geek girls poisoning conventions with their short skirts and “look-at-me” attitudes; I simply sighed, rolled my eyes, and moved on with my day. And I’m not saying this makes it ok, or that we should stop standing up for ourselves and for female nerds. All I’m saying is, I can understand why they might think that way, and that’s really the first step toward combating their ideology.

So, women out there who have been labeled a Fake Geek Girl: I’m pretty sure people like Tony Harris, with his now-infamous Fake Geek Girl copypasta rant (included below), are just confused. Sure, he didn’t need to take it that far and is probably a jackass for other reasons, but that sort of thinking trap is SO EASY to fall into.

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That said, this kind of thinking is ALSO why subreddits like /r/GirlGamers (as iffy as I am on the name) still exist. Why do we keep harping on about the “Girrrrrrl Gamer” phenomenon? Because people like Tony Harris keep trying to shame us. First it was about showing the world that Girls Play Games Too (TM). Next it was about perhaps making conventions more female-friendly (and holy SHIT, look at all the hate this female journalist got for simply stating that she’s glad PAX has a no-booth-babe policy), and all the shit we put up with and all the dick pics we get if we (gasp, shock) dare to use voice chat in-game. Now, it’s just about sticking up for ourselves when people like Harris try to tell us we don’t belong in the geekosphere.

~Jess “Ruckus” Brohard <3

Gaming Recap – 6/18/2012

18 Jun

I’m about 99% sure that everyone who reads my blog also follows me on either Twitter, Facebook, or YouTube. But, JUST in case I have a reader out there who doesn’t…

 

 

Click up there on that play button! Do it, it’ll make awesome things happen, I promise!

Anyway, as I mentioned in my previous post, I’m back doing my daily gaming videos on my own channel. I don’t currently plan to crosspost them here every day (you’ll just have to check YouTube for that), but maybe occasionally. Or when something momentous happens.

So now I’m trying to decide my next steps. I won’t get into TOO many specifics, but I’ve been trying to decide whether I should create a domain to crosspost my videos to. At this point I don’t think I’m ambitious enough to want to start my own gaming news site, with articles and writers, etc., so it would mostly serve as a page to display everything. On the other hand, having my own site would allow me to try to get media badges to events. But that’s a discussion for another day.

Why I’m Excited about Guild Wars 2

20 Feb

I never actually played the first Guild Wars. Actually, as I type this, I’m intermittently alt-tabbing into the game client and playing the free trial of it.

But I absolutely loved World of Warcraft back in the day. I say “back in the day,” referring mostly to Vanilla WoW; not that I disliked all the expansions, just that for me, WoW was at its peak a number of years ago when I first started playing.

I believe it was December 2006, and my high school boyfriend had convinced me (through nothing more than gentle persuasion) to begin playing. Once I did, I was hooked. Not in an “ignoring school, friends, and personal hygiene to level grind and get the latest gear” sort of way. More of a “staying up til 2 AM eating Doritos and questing with my friends until going to sleep at a semi-reasonable hour” addiction.

Anyway, I still don’t know what it was about WoW that had me so instantly mesmerized. Maybe it was the (at the time) gorgeous graphics, the fact that it was my first MMO, the  lush fantasy worlds, the character customization, the fact that I could quest with my friends, or, most likely, all of the above. But for some reason, no other MMO has had the same draw for me – most notably, Star Wars: The Old Republic.

I played SWTOR for about a month, itching for that same WoW experience – but I was disappointed. Not that it wasn’t a good game – I think a number of other factors were at play. First, I’m really only a casual fan of the Star Wars franchise. Not that I don’t enjoy the movies (meaning, of course, Episodes IV through VI). And I do love the occasional Kessel Run debate. But I hesitate to call myself a “Star Wars fan” simply because I feel that branding myself as such would be an overstatement.

Additionally, I think I’m simply more of a fantasy, swords-n-shields type of nerd. Not that one has to choose between fantasy and sci-fi and ardently defend his or her camp; just that some are some like medieval/fantasy subject matter better, others like sci-fi/space/robots, and some like both equally. It’s why I never got into the Mass Effect series and why I became addicted to The Elder Scrolls and Neverwinter Nights.

Anyway. WoW has unfortunately long since lost its allure. Sure, I stilled played it off and on until early 2011 (taking months-long breaks), but toward the end it just wasn’t as much fun. I loved the adventuring and question, and honestly liked leveling up. Raiding and PvP were fun as well, but weren’t the focus of the game for me – so when that’s what the game became all about for everyone else, I realized I was just about done with it. I was a self-proclaimed casual player, and everyone else got a little too serious for me.

So, while I know that Guild Wars is entirely different than WoW for lots of reasons, I’m really loving what I see of the trial so far. First, the lack of monthly fee means I can much more easily take a break from the game and pick it back up again, without feeling like I’ve gotta finish out the month or I’ll be wasting money; it’s much more suited for casual players.

Also, the screenshots and art I’ve seen from GW2 look absolutely amazing. The lush fantasy worlds are exactly what I loved about WoW at first. And while the first game’s graphics are (understandably) nothing to write home about anymore, the hour or so I’ve played of it so far has already hooked me.

In the end, I guess the best way to describe what I’m feeling about Guild Wars 2 is that I see it sort of as the Second Coming of WoW – a fun fantasy game that’s only as competitive as you want it to be.

More video work!

12 Feb

Well, luckily I made it to Pittsburgh and back safely. (If you didn’t read my previous post, I went to Pittsburgh on Friday to work with Classic Game Room.)

It started snowing JUST as I got back into Columbus, so everything was timed perfectly. Although I had to get up at the asscrack of dawn to leave, it was still a pretty short trip – left at about 6:30 AM, returned around 6 PM. (For my more west-centric readers, it’s about a 3.5 hour drive between Columbus and Pittsburgh, and had some great audiobooks to keep me entertained.)

While there, I did some on-camera work in their studio, and then recorded voiceovers for some game reviews I’d done for them, so be sure to check out their main YouTube channel as well as their Undertow channel and you should be seeing some of my work show up there as early as this week!

Also, one more exciting thing: I’m in the running for a paid video hosting spot on MythicTyrant.com, so I’ve embedded my audition video below. If you want to help me win, click “like” on the video, as the winner will be determined by ratings :)

 

The audition videos just went up today, and the winner will be chosen and announced in two weeks! Fingers crossed!

Headed for Steel City

8 Feb

This Friday, I’m going to Pittsburgh to do some work for ClassicGameRoom.com, and suddenly I could not be more nervous.

I’ve met with these people before, so it won’t be a totally new experience, I guess.

I actually interviewed for a full-time position with them at the very end of March last year. At that time, I was still pretty fresh out of college, and had just taken my full-time job with Chase just under two months earlier.

For various reasons, it really just wouldn’t have worked out at that time, though I won’t go into any details here.

Anyway, I’ll be working in their studio and recording voice-overs and gameplay footage for some video game reviews they’ve asked me to do, as well as some on-camera work with their lead review guy.

So of course I have a MILLION things to do before then, like write the scripts for the reviews, capture some of the gameplay footage, make sure my GPS’ maps are up-to-date, and find an audiobook to listen to on the way there and back (feel free to recommend one!).

Not to mention the fact that I barely have time for any of that. But that’s alright, I love how many things I’m involved in right now. It’s kind of exciting doing so many things, and seeing which ones will pan out into something great.

(And yes, my mirror is still smudgy. Deal with it :P )

MOBAs – Make ‘Em A Party

2 Feb

I’ve been playing a lot of Dota 2 lately.

I recently actually started playing with people I know – either in real life, or from various corners of the interwebs. I’ve also recently begun to enjoy it immensely more than I did before.

Now this could just be a coincidence, but I’m gonna go ahead and say this: Dota 2 is better with friends.

First and foremost, for every player slot taken by a friend, that’s one less person being a dick. Because for some reason, Dota 2 players tend not to be the most polite people I’ve ever encountered. Nor the most mature.

And no matter how you’re playing, someone’s going to complain.

Doing well? “KILLSTEAL!”

Doing poorly? “Noob!”

Ironically, these players never seem to offer constructive criticism – you know, the type that would help someone stop being a “noob.” (These players also give my index finger quite a workout as I hit the “report player” button. Imagine that.)

Yet when playing with friends, I find myself the target of strictly helpful advice, if anything. Plus, when I’m not running with a full five-man (or -woman, as it were) team, I’ve got a built-in anti-jerk system. The minute someone starts calling me a noob or generally being cranky, my friends rush to my defense – “she’s just having an off-game,” or “at least she’s playing better than you!”

Aside from the horrible Dota 2 community, playing with friends allows for better communication. Whether you’re using text or voice chat, people you know are way more likely to communicate and work together than randoms are – and doubly so if you’re at a LAN party.

Basically, when you’re playing MOBAs, avoid queuing up alone if you can.

SoulCalibur V Giveaway

22 Jan

 

I’m giving away a copy of SoulCalibur V!

Watch the video for instructions on how to enter!

Gaming Recap with Ruckus, episode 2!

16 Jan

Episode 2 is live!

 

Mass Effect 3, SOPA, and more!

3DS, Broken and Fixed Again

16 Jan

I was one of the early adopters of the 3DS – I got mine back in April, and so far I’ve loved it. Besides the steep price I paid for it (which Nintendo has since compensated for with their Ambassador program), I didn’t have a single complaint.

Until one day in November I opened it up to find the top screen had gone almost completely black. It hadn’t entirely stopped working – I could still barely make out shapes and colors, but it was way too dark to actually be able to read.

Now, I’ve taken good fucking care of my 3DS; instead of just tossing it into my bag, I always put it in a padded pouch that my grandmother made. I don’t leave it on the floor or anywhere it could get stepped on or kicked, and I’ve never dropped it. So I was immediately surprised and panicked to find the handheld malfunctioning.

I searched around Nintendo’s tech support forums and couldn’t really find any cases of this exact problem, so I was terrified that I’d be charged for the repairs. But, I decided to call up the repair hotline anyway.

The Nintendo rep I was connected with (after a very short time on hold, I might add) was incredibly friendly and helpful. After explaining my predicament, he stated that he’d never heard of my exact problem before, but that he’d be happy to email me a postage-paid label so that I could send my 3DS in. He explained that the repair techs would check the unit for physical damage, and if none was found, they’d repair it at no charge to me (since it was still under warranty) and ship it back.

I happily obliged, and less than a month later found myself once again the proud owner of a functioning 3DS.

I was incredibly impressed by Nintendo’s customer service, their quick repair, and their easy acknowledgment of my warranty – I didn’t have to fight them at all to get them to cover the cost of repairs for what was apparently an unusual manufacturing defect that didn’t surface until months later.

The only problem? Once I received my 3DS back, it wouldn’t connect to my wireless network anymore. I hadn’t changed any router settings, and all the network info was still stored on the 3DS. The only conclusion I could come to was that Nintendo had somehow disabled or broken the wireless adapter in the process of fixing the screen. After calling Nintendo again and explaining the lengthy predicament, it was off for round 2 of repairs.

Once again, everything went smoothly; I was issued a new serial number, which somehow fixed the wireless issue. And all my Streetpasses, Miis, and Ambassador games were still there!

For all the shit people give Nintendo for the 3DS, I think they deserve some serious props as well. They actually acknowledged their customers’ complaints of high prices, put out regular updates for the system, and have truly fantastic customer service when it comes to repairs.

Gaming Recap with Ruckus – January 13

13 Jan

Kicked off my new game news segment!